I still care for her...

Sighs. I still very much care about her and think of her.

How i wish everything is just a nightmare, even if it is... i wish i would wake out of it.
How i wish everything isnt true.

Im still thinking about her wondering if she have ate anything or not. If she will be drinking again or not. Sighs I dont know.

See how stupid im? Even caring for somebody who toyed with me.

I guess im hopeless le.
Hope shes fine.

*new update*
I cant blame her anymore. Sighs. I really cant hate her even when i tried to and even when i have good reasons to do so. Listening to my blog's song.... Its after all a song dedicated to her.

Even hope i can sing this song for her.... but sighs.... lifes just a pain in the ass.